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19:19 Nov 24 2009
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My boyfriend just texted me asking me what would I think if he shaved his head.

I replied "You shave your hair, I'll cut mine short"

Looks like I might be getting a haircut soon ._.

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KCRC
12:37 Nov 25 2009

Gina has been trying to get me to shave my head for quite some time.

I think my head is too damned lumpy for that!

18:14 Nov 20 2009
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Last night was awesome. After seeing New Moon, we came to my place and cuddled together until we fell asleep in each others arms.

We woke up like that. He woke me up with a kiss.

:)

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06:23 Nov 18 2009
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07:14 Nov 17 2009
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Can't sleep so I'm texting and plotting with my boyfriend about gathering 20 people and having half dress Jedi and the other half Sith and have a huge showdown at DragonCon.

._.

We will do this!

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04:30 Nov 17 2009
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So I have my new boyfriend and stuff. I think I might be falling in love with him.

I don't want to freak him out, but I'm pretty sure he doesn't feel that for me yet.

I know he has other girls that want him and I feel as if I need to fight keep him mine. That really bugs me.

We were cuddling and all he kept doing was texting this other girl that wants to be with him.

I wish I wasn't so damn insecure. I might be able to handle this better if I was more confident in myself.

Right now my shitty self-esteem is getting to me. :/

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KCRC
12:54 Nov 17 2009

OK...Time for some "wisdom" from an old guy.

Most guys at that point in their lives are focused on ONE thing and ONE THING only....Maximizing the opportunity for nookie. Hence they have multiple girls they are "seeing" and if given the chance will play one vs. the other to try to get them to go further than they would if they were not "competing" with another girl.

What is the cure for this?

1) Wait a looong time for the guy to grow up and get his head straight.

2) Deal with it and just enjoy the company while you have it and see where it goes.

3) Have a frank discussion. Guys usually have to be hit upside the head in order to realize that they really should make a choice. They usually think with the part of the body that is usually in their pants...But they CAN be manipulated into engaging the mind and realizing the good thing they are putting in jeapordy by "playing the field".

Good luck! You deserve the best, so don't settle for anything less!

Abstract
14:10 Nov 17 2009

I've talked to him about it. I knew there were a lot of girls after him before we got together officially.

He just keeps telling me that he picked me for a reason. He is just addicted to his damn phone.

I guess I should have worried more if he hid the messages from me, but he didn't. He was letting me read them along with him. So I guess that means he really isn't trying to hide anything. So I shouldn't be worried.

He also hinted wanting to stay with me for a while a few times. Mainly making plans for next year for us. Talking about maybe moving in together.

Vampirewitch39
23:42 Nov 17 2009

Time for the old lady to add...

RESPECT yourself. If he can't see the wonderful person next to him, willing to share her life with him, love him...

Then screw it.

Do what you feel you need to do, what will make yourself happy. But remember- respect the woman that you are sis.

20:33 Nov 16 2009
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Well I am at the parents place now. Cleaned up a bit for them.

Haven't been able to set up my own computer yet, but that will be later tonight. Shouldn't take long to set it up. :3

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15:09 Nov 14 2009
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I had a great time last night at the concert.

It was an amazing show. None of the other bands sucked either.

Now today I have to pack my stuff and get ready to move home. :(

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14:41 Nov 13 2009
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I'm a ninja I'm a hoodie ninja!

Woooo!

MC Chris concert tonight!!!!!

I can't wait!

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Prophecy
15:45 Nov 13 2009

... I hate you. :P

Abstract
20:52 Nov 13 2009

Nooooo

You can't hate me.

:(

I'm cute right?

Prophecy
20:35 Nov 15 2009

I guess hate wasn't the word xP Envy would work better, lol.

20:39 Nov 08 2009
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Pictures from last night! (Yes I went out again) x)

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imagesinwords
21:30 Nov 08 2009

Looks like fun ;)

Vampirewitch39
22:55 Nov 08 2009

Love the hair. :) And the guy...is he the one in the last two pictures?

Abstract
23:13 Nov 08 2009

Yep ^^

He was a Sweetbay employee gone postal and I was a rave girl.

Then he changed into being my little pet. x)

FML
09:51 Nov 08 2009
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Today me and this guy I've been hanging with decide to make it official that we are dating.

Then I find out two guys I really liked (one that I had a crush on for 3 years) want to hook up with me.

Fuck my life. -.-

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Vampirewitch39
14:40 Nov 08 2009

Well...hell.

16:26 Nov 07 2009
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Is it bad that I hate when people openly post their cell numbers on facebook or myspace?

It goes against all safety shit I know. x_x

I have a cell, I don't randomly give my number out though. I will give my msn out and I can check it on my phone if I'm in the mood.

In other news! Yay Spookie Tookie tonight. Hopefully my "date" isn't still sick. :(

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